| i feel like... everyone around me is striving / achieving sth..
while i'm here... trying to escape reality... escape competition...
i said i don like competition... but maybe i'm just scared.
've been trying to stay in my comfort zone where i don even know whether there is one..
gave up ppl that care.. what am i doing?
tryign to be independent...
but still a baby.
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| ok i'm not gonna be a crying baby
i'm gonna ignore my tummy problem
i'm gonna train hard coz then u'll know i can actually kick
i'm gonna study hard coz i want to do what i want to do later on
i'm gonna play hard coz that's what my name tells me to
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| i'm addicted to Milo...
my mum used to make Milo every morning when i was small..
and i realized i still like it even tho i don like chocolate now..
maybe it's the only form of chocolate that i'll take.
there's so much things that i want to do...
yet there's so little time...
and sadly most of my time went to things that i hv to do...
i want to change this but i can't...
i miss the past..
i hate the present...
i fear the future...
is life getting worse? or maybe u'll say i'm thinking too much
i hv dreams...
wonderful dreams...
but i can't see any faces...
i miss home... wherever that is... if it exists
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| why do ppl keep on eating when they're upset?
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| i guess i'll never be happy..
if i'm always looking for more.
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